unknown writer.

far, i'm unable to get a good read or understanding of you. Well i can, but it's unstable. It keeps changing, i want to know everything about you, you fascinate me but will you let me get that close? I hope you will, to be honest, i want to be person you would run to whenever something's wrong.

but all i can do now, is just wait and hope. In the end, i hope you see me as wanting to be the person you turn to, the person you trust, the person you rely on, the person you miss and mostly the person you love...

at this moment, all that's just a dream.

i'm in like with you.



Come find me, you dogs.  In this game, there shall only be one winner, and obviously that will be me. Unless you prove me otherwise. Till then, fuck up.







2010, new beginnings, new start.

i feel like settling down, being single has had it's fun and all, but that feeling of having someone there when you need them, you know. i miss that. there's this one person, name i won't mention. but yeah, i wanna go back to being a relationship person.

but far, i've met some amazing people, my family! brothers and sisters for life. never part from them ever, everything's most fun with them. i love all you cunts LOL



nice title, sounds cool LOL. been ages, since i've written in this hole. where do i begin, meh lets start things off with how we drifted yeah. ever since, i've seen you again you full changed. i was like wtf. One day, we would be talking and laughing and all that, but then the next a whole new attitude, no time for me. snob me. far, like wtf. i didn't understand it. i never wanted to bring it up, but it fucked killed, it made me click so hard.

out of nowhere, you just change how you talk to me, yeah great nice job 8-) our conversations used to be long too, like no tomorrow, but now it's nothing. a few sentences, then have to wait a full mission just for you reply, ask you what took you. "oh sorry, was talking to someone" yeah and full snob and leave me hanging yeah? haha good job (Y) that's why i don't bother no more, cause i know you'll just leave me hanging again, believe me, i notice.

it's like you don't even consider us close anymore, you consider others over me especially when all the times i've been there for you, through everything. and yet still, manage to not even think of it all. don't even have time for me now, rarely come out with me. i call you out, it's always "uhh.. maybe :)" or "i'll see :)" never "YES! thought you would never ask" or something along those lines. and then in the end, somehow you always find a way to dog me, always last minute too.

but now, i just seriously have no time for your shit. you either talk to me or you don't, and when you do talk to me, don't ever leave me hanging, or i won't even bother. i hate people like that the most, and you were the one who complained about it first, so i never left you hanging, and in the end it's "okay" for you to do it cause you were "talking to a friend about something" yeah of course, fuck off. you leave me hanging, i leave you till whenever i want. you have no time for me, i'll make no time for you, simple as that.

now moving on, fuck up cunt. come test me, do what you want. see what happens, far acting like a hard cunt, sorry big guy. go suck a dick. instead of making pathetic little threats, show me you can actually take out the action first, before you make the threat. pathetic, grow up.